Growing Pains
by Stephen Lane
OK. When I first started to write this article my thoughts came out in such a way
that I had my own conflict with them. After editing time after time, I finally
realized that writing is quite difficult, especially if you are not centered. It is
also difficult if your intention is not direct or focused.
So I thought for a while and eventually grasped that what I was trying to say is
that I miss my Aikido family in North Carolina very much. Now, be not mistaken, ACV
is a wonderful family with great people and great Aikido. However, when one is born
into Aikido, into a small dojo and practices almost exclusively there for
over five years, it is very difficult to leave.
All of the memories remain. Times where one makes a strong connection with
Sensei, on or off the mat, and one feels a new sense of depth in one's practice.
Then there are times when everyone goes out after class to celebrate a student's
birthday, or to catch up with someone who is returning after a lengthy hiatus from
the dojo, or just to simply hang out and talk shop. And there are even the
times when personal lives are attended to by the dojo; someone is sick and
needs a call, or a dojo couple is having a baby, or Sensei's family is in
crisis and support is needed from the students. There are so many different ways
that aikidoists grow together to further build this vast, yet tightly knit web.
As you see, I have a strong connection to another group of aikidoists. You must
also know that I am ready to dive into the hearts of everyone at ACV. I will smile
every time you throw me to the mat, and then rise again to attack with joy.
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