Take Nothing for Granted
by Spunqi Robinson
Recently, as I fretted about the approach of my 30th birthday, I decided to
take a step back and view it in another light. Rather than focusing on the fears of
growing up, and selfish thoughts of presents and attention, I began to look back on
my life and all the wonderful people who have helped me grow into the person I am
today. I came up with quite a thank-you list, and the people of Aikido of Champlain
Valley, collectively, and as individuals, are among those I must thank.
When I began practicing aikido last February, I was going through a rough
period. Although I had lived in Burlington for nearly four years, working in Stowe
hadn't allowed me the opportunity to meet many people in town. I often felt like an
outsider. Some friends of mine used to practice aikido in Massachusetts, and after
hearing them speak so highly of it, I thought it might be a good thing to try. I
wanted to meet new people, and to practice an art that is both spiritual and
physical.
I remember the first class I watched, marveling at the grace, and apparent
ease, with which the moves were done, coveting the idea that I too will soon be able
to do that. As I expected, it was difficult for me at first - my body and mind not
quite connecting, tying myself in knots, rather than executing the graceful
movements I so wanted to perform. But I found it to be so much fun that I never had
second thoughts about sticking with it. Over the months that followed, I had many
frustrating moments where I felt like I just couldn't get it. Despite this
awkwardness, I was always happier after aikido. Often I would drive home from a
long day at work and force myself to go to aikido even though I was tired and
grouchy. Each time, I left aikido with a big smile on my face.
With the 5th kyu test approaching, aikido has become a strong focus in my life.
I feel like I have come such a long way since February, but I feel like I still have
so much to learn, and I look forward to the opportunity to continue learning.
After several months of practicing aikido, my body is beginning to recognize many of
the moves, and although I still have awkward moments, I surprise myself with how
much quicker I catch on. My struggles with aikido make me feel all the more
satisfied when a technique feels right. This recent immersion into aikido has been
wonderful for me! I come home every day feeling good with a huge smile on my face.
Aikido has added something very special to my life. It's difficult to put words to,
yet it's something very tangible. Everybody I have met at the dojo is kind
an patient and friendly, and again, I extend a warm thank-you to you all for adding
this new dimension and experience to my life!
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